Friday, January 14, 2011

FORM 5 ^___^

HEY HEY HEY...^^
Me again..(sure!this my blog..=__=)
And finally, I become 17 years old..time is always passes so quickly..and i become older and older...I always just feel I just step into my life..but that not truth...I already become 17!!!


Yes! This year is my last year in secondary school! And...SPM is coming to me!!Soooo difficult to imagine I am one of a SPM student..haha><


Form 5...I don't know what reason...I up level already..I going to 5 DEDIKASI...lol...when I form 4...I was very lazy..and I also always fail in my exams...so I really feel weird I study in 5 DEDIKASI..@_@


In form 5...I tell myself...I must be a very hardworking student..but my mind always block me...so sad!!Luckily my subject teachers always give many homeworks..so I want become lazy also cannot...BUT!!! Homework really like a small hill~~I going CRAZY!!!


Now all I want is my SPM will credit all subjects!! But get more "A"s better la><

And last...I miss you~~I love you very much too~~^^

Saturday, January 8, 2011

LOVE POST...

At first..I not yet sleep at this time(02.41 a.m), cause I haven feel sleepy..and I am missing her..


This post is for one girl that I no courage to say "I LOVE YOU".....We are knowing each other for a long time actually...but we started to know well each other maybe just last year..and start from that day I felt I got some feeling on you..But I didn't have the courage to told you that I like you or what..


But when I meet you..I felt that I am nervous..and I not dare to talk to you..especially when I face to face with you..I'll felt I embarrassed...don't know why..

Few month later...I felt I not like you...but I am love you...that feeling is up to my heart suddenly..


Sometime,I want to tell you that I love you..but,I know...I'm just a normal friend in your life..and.....I have no confidence on myself.....I scared I will loss you..I scared I will make you sad...so I keep to telling myself:"DON'T BE A STUPID!!!"

Although I just say "HI" to you...I will felt happy...cause you smiling at me..(maybe),but once I see you smiling even not to me..I also will felt happy...cause you are pretty when you are smiling..

Can I really have the qualifications to love you? I want to know..I really want to know...But I afraid after I tell you,you will feel so shy when you facing me..
But I know there's a chance for me..if I no try..I will loss anything..if I try...maybe I will get something..even that is bad...I will happy also..cause I try!!